How, do you expect me to be okay when I'm feeling so distant from you? 

Everyday it's just the routines. "Hey morning, you good, yeah, lunch, dinner, I'm tired, time to sleep."

I found out something about myself and that is I need hell loads of attention and hell loads of affection. Don't pretend to give it to me and then to take it away from me. Don't tell me you've time for me only to tell me you've got something on after. That really suck balls. 

Hardly had anytime for any chats. Feeling hella shitty like why am I such a girl that is so willing to give up so much for a person and expects someone else to do the same? It really just leads to disappointments.

Pay more attention to me. I guess that's all I ask for.