Have a cup of positivitea

The world seriously fucked up

Someone explain to me how someone can simply just break off with someone and the next instant be with someone else?!?!?! It wasn't like your relationship was so short or like superficial or whatever.. How does one do it?! It makes me so scared to know how many people can simply jump ships so easily. I can never do that shit.

I like freaking just want dylan my entire life and I don't want nobody else omg

They always say the grass is always greener on the other side. But nooooooo i will not let anyone psycho me into thinking the other side is greener. Because truthfully it will always be that way. There will always be better people out there. There are millions of pretty thoughtful girls that I am incompetent of. Same goes for the guys out there. Regardless of how "perfect" you think someone is, there will always be flaws that you'll not see in the beginning of the relationship. I cannot emphasise on how much it's a choice to be with somebody. It's never about falling for someone. Yes it is in the beginning but after awhile it's a choice. Whether you think he/she is worth the pain, worth the sufferings.

I've grown attached to dylan and without him in my life is just simply saying a part of me has died. I always choose to hold on because I will never focus on the current situation itself. That's just an obstacle that is trying to ruin the relationship. I will never choose to make a decision that I will regret for the rest of my life. I want him and I want to make things work regardless. I hope he feels the same way towards me. Cuz if he does it'll be us against the world. Nothing will tear us apart and really we'll make it till the end.

Attempting to change my point of view in things and hopefully I'll be a more brighter person in time to come.

GOD BLESS MEEEEEEEE