Saturday, February 27, 2016

"Let her know you really love her and say it often because she still won’t believe it. Be gentle with your words. She will think about them all night and she will remember every single one of them. 

Reassure her that it’s OK to talk about her feelings because she feels too much and she will always be scared of pushing you away. Listen to her as she speaks because she wants to know what you think of her. 

Don’t look straight into her, she will look away because she doesn’t want you to see the depth of her care and the intensity of her emotions. Hold her hand tightly because secretly she doesn’t want to let go.

Speak on her behalf sometimes because her words can get lost in translation.

Try to laugh at the silly things she does, she is trying to divert the attention from the serious feelings she is catching.

Ask her questions about her life, she wants to tell you everything but she wants to make sure you actually want to hear it.

Believe her when she tells you she will always be there for you because she doesn’t take her words or feelings back. Smile back at her when she smiles at you. Her smile is her way of saying she misses you. Stay beside her when she is uncertain, sometimes all she needs to maintain her focus is your presence."

I've had a really nice Friday night. I haven't felt like I wanna learn something so much in so long. Went iceskating with my boyfriend and my brother. I felt like so loved and so princessy. Cuz i could tell both of them were looking out for me. 

It was like a super innocent wish I had when I was young. Like I thought it'd be romantic to ice skate with a boyfriend when I grow up though I have no clue howwww to ice skate at all. So I felt really happy though I was totally just walking around or trying to find my balance three quarters of the time. It was really fun and I loved it. Though it wasn't thaaaat romantic and I kinda bore him out after awhile cuz of the painful shoes.... But ya kinda hurt me too but I was too in love with the moment all the pain disappeared.





Wished everyday was as happy as it was. Truly hard.

"Love a soft person. The kind whose heart breaks over puppies and injured children. Someone who cries over sad endings to movies and feels deep joy over happy ones. Someone who kisses your soul instead of your heart because they know that your soul is where you keep your universe and your heart is just one star. The sort of person who is told they are over sensitive because they have a more fragile, easily wounded heart.

Protect a soft person. These kind of people are becoming endangered with words like ‘toughen up’ and ‘you’re so naïve’ and ‘they’re going to take advantage of you’. Someone who you can see is trying despite being broken themselves. Someone who is an easy target for ridicule because their heart is softer than most others around. Someone who is quick to apologise and fix things regardless of blame or fault."

I feel really vulnerable towards emotions. Really very. And it really sucks. These kinda articles make it feel like it's all good and shit. But in reality it's really not. I feel like a weak puppy all the damn time. ALL THE DAMN TIME :( 

Every time I let go of feeling scared, (like it really takes so much effort from me it takes so much time to tell myself it's all gonna be okay.) it comes running back to me... 

God let me be brave. 

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