God I can't sleep because I had an accidental 3h nao just now in the afternoon. I've finished watching a movie and was supposed to sleep after but I've been tossing for more than half an hour already MEH 

Lately I haven't had much problems in my relationship. Of course there were afew downs like yesterday but nowadays it's been good. I'm loving it like this. Of course I think we have so much more to work on but right now I like how we are. Whatever that works, I'm following that path. I've opened up my mind to a lot of things. Yes some may still bother me but I'll get over it in time to come. Of course I'm abit not used to how nice he is on afew occasions but OF CUZ I could get used to niceness instead of the latter right hahahahaha

What's making me super moodless these days are the essays due. It's actually not that much but the fact that I have never done an evaluation essay before makes me wanna cry. Cuz I have to read 4 freaking RESEARCH papers that are boring AS FUCK and critic on them. Fuck I feel like dying :'( Even right now I'm thinking of it even though I am supposed to be sleeping. If it weren't for that damn paper I'd be cuddling with my baby right now instead of tossing and turning. Fuck bloody paper. Thinking about it gives me a migraine. MEH 

Can't wait for a break from science shit.