So many so many conversations that i wish to talk or discuss about.. Yet the wall is simply there. Blocked. In so many ways. I wonder when's the next time we'll have a heart to heart talk. It feels like hell when theres so much u wish to clear off in ur head but you just simply know it'll never be the right time until he opens up first. How sucky to feel that way..
Is this how a long relationship supposed to be or is it just mine that is simply always dying off until a critical situation occurs?? Why must we always wait till the very moment when shit gets out of hand then we work it out...? Does it ever occur that someday, when this cycle gets old, that moment when we try to fix it, it'll just simply be all too late..
Hai. I wish for a more open-minded relationship.. I really just want that. At least I don't have to stop myself from saying something. I don't have to feel like when I say something, he'll think I'm "STARTING" a fight when all I want is to simply clear thoughts in my head. I do not wish to be disregarded. My feelings are my feelings. No matter what I feel it and it should not be disregarded in any way.
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