Goodnight post maybe?

Time check: 1.45AM

Currently forcing myself to not fall asleep because I just had a very sinful supper, lol. After eating, I felt so guilty I spammed ab workouts to make myself feel better. Nope, obviously it didn't help. In fact I felt worst. The bloated feeling was kinda getting me.

I hate how my body works. I don't empty my bowels as daily as before. My menses haven't come for June (fyi today is already the 30th June?!) and my menses for May only lasted for 2 and a half days (wtf?). My metabolism rate is slow and then fast at times
I don't even know how this shit works. Like I sweat alot when I do easy exercises but when I do tedious work outs, I don't sweat as much as I'm
supposed to (wtf again?). What is wrong with me?!?! I should seriously go to a doctor soon. But it's just awkward.... What if the doctor's a male?! Argh.

Read through the past few blog posts. Realized how empty those posts were. Haha, as expected since there were really nothing much to blog about except spazz over my girl crushes. Speaking of that, I'm really going crazy over Lee Min Jung and Tiffany (WTF IKR?!) Yes SNSD's TI-PAAAA-NIIIIII.

Have started on this drama called "Big" and Lee Min Jung plays the female lead role. She's so cutesy and pretty and young looking. Oh my she reminds me of a fairy. HAHA! (I'm really starting to feel super abnormal....) Ok shit this is not supposed to be a spazzing post so yeah I shall stop here. WATCH BIG!!!!! It's nice and she's pretty! *winks winks*

{The side of my head where i banged the damn cupboard still hurts everytime I blink my eyes x_x.....}

OKAY SO.......... Oh my ghat what am I supposed to say? I'm not depressed or stressed or sad about anything. Hehe that's a good thing right? Oh wait actually there is one thing I'm stressed about. Anyone can guess this. OH YEAH YOU'RE RIGHT BABY MY BODY. But oh well, I've whined and complained enough for today/yesterday/the day before.

Been sleeping at 4am/5am for the past few nights and right now I think I'm just gonna go sleep even though I had such a sinful supper (I can never forgive myself for this. Maybe I should punish myself.) Too tired..... I don't have the energy to continue typing even though I really wish I could type a whole long bullshit meaningless story out for ya. ZzzzZzzzZzzZzzzZZzzz

1 and 2 and 3 and 4

"Movement never lies. It is a barometer telling the state of the soul's weather to all who can read it."

 -Martha Graham 

Hi~ I just came back a couple of hours ago from town. Went to collect my spoilt laptop and apparently, it's not very well fixed. -_- I can't access my internet. Something's wrong with the connectivity. Well, i gotta wait for my mom to get home to check it out before i conclude anything. Chilled over at Starbucks to have my "brunch" and of course, a cup of mocha frap, a dose of my daily caffeine.

Yesterday night, i banged my head on the cupboard while taking out my panties. What the shit. How clumsy can i be? It hurts so badly, even until now i still feel the pain.

I'M BORED. I REALLY AM. I wanna go and suntan(FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE?) I wanna go to the beach, wear some smokin hot looking bikini and lay on the sands. Boohoo.... Tomorrow's Saturday. I've got no plans. I ALWAYS DON'T HAVE PLANS!!!!! :@ Nevermind. I'm thinking on the bright side, i can stay home and save money and probably eat lesser......

Just self learnt some ballet basics. Not that hard actually. Kinda the same things as what i was taught during the audition. Hahaha must use double effort to catch up with those professional ballerinas that i'm gonna meet in a month's time x_x

Randomly rewatched afew episodes of Dance Academy. I'm so inspired by them la!!!! I'm not even kidding. So graceful and beautiful. If only i knew how to like spread my weight across my whole body so i can stand on my toes too. It's almost impossible!!!! Oh my god i just end up getting bad muscle leg cramps and sometimes toe spasms even.

Can't wait to go shop for my ballet stuff this coming Monday with Aglin (that is if there are no last minute change of plans.) I'm excited!!!! For school for ballet for dance for new friends (maybe some gay friends? HEHEHE) I'M JUST EXCITED!!! c

Importance

I seriously finished the whole second season in a day. I finished it last night. Sobbed so much because Sammy died :( I suddenly thought about how i would react if ANY of my friends disappeared from my life. It's just really saddening. Everyone's taking everyone for granted everyday. His sudden death kinda woke me up. Yeah i might not have a best friend but i guess friends and family is enough to keep me an eternity. I really don't wanna lose any one of them.

I'm loving Abigail (Dena)'s graceful moves. She's almost perfect...... 

I keep having girl crushes. Hahahahaha. It's more like, a role model? Or maybe i'm just really envious how other girls out there are so awesome. I've been spazzing over Abby and Kat since 2 days ago and i'm still not getting enough of them :B 

WHY HAVEN'T I LEARNT BALLET SINCE YOUNG!!!!!!! :@ 

Just went to collect my contacts and YAY I'M FINALLY WEARING CONTACTS AGAIN. You have no clue how much i miss wearing it even though i've only been without them for 2 days. It's like one of the most important things that i can't live without. I really kinda wish GEO had power for the Pink nudy lenses... It looks so nice :( Oh well, i gotta go find somewhere that sells pink contacts with power. 

I've got a week more till work starts again. Blehz. Don't know if i should go shop for school stuff or just stay home and rot. HAHA!!! 

Inspiration

I'M DONE WITH SEASON 1 OF DANCE ACADEMY!!!! Really loving that show alot. Already started with Season 2~ The thoughts that run through a real dancer's mind. The importance of dance. I love seeing all of them dance!!! So graceful, so light like a feather~ EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT SHOW IS AWESOME. So inspiring!!!! They inspire me, they really do. 

The one in Pink, Abigail.

The one is purple, Tara.

The one is blue, Katrina. 

All of them just look beautiful~!!!!! 

I think i'm gonna be home bound for the next few days. My eyes are really sore. The expired contacts.... I can't wear them. I've already ordered my contact lenses and am waiting for the store to call me so that i can collect them. How long am i supposed to wait!!! :( 

I'm kinda proud of myself for today!!!! I've only drank one cup of self made mocha! It's already 4pm! I'm happy there's finally self control!!! Must be the show! I see the girls so muscular and toned. So motivating. While watching the show, i'm like doing the tedious arm exercise Fredy taught us that day i went to his class. I want toned arms!!!!! I want toned thighs!!!! The only problem i have with my thighs are my fats IN BETWEEN them. I really don't know how to get rid of that, or tone it up. Irritating. IRRITATING!!!!!! 

I'm just afraid when work starts again, i'll start losing control over myself and start drinking 4-5 cups of drinks per day. NO NO NO THAT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!! I'LL REJECT KEL'S OFFER WHEN HE GIVES ME FOOD. I'LL TELL HIM SCHOOL'S GONNA START AND I SERIOUSLY NEED TO DIET. Yes yes yes -shows determined face- 

Why do i love dance so much?

Boo.

Sigh something's really wrong with me. Really haven't been sleeping well the past few days. Usually i'd wake up at 12 if i sleep late. But recently i've been awake at like 8. I just continue to sleep till about 10. 

Caught Men In Black 3 yesterday with Jai at cine. Had a fun time :) Went to get new jeans and bought a basic top from Uniqlo because it was on almost 50% discount. Haha. Had this delicious ice cream at Ion's basement. I chose 2 flavours; Rocky road and cookies&cream. I'm so going back there to try the other flavours. THERE ARE MANY FLAVOURS!!!! 

Supposed to meet Clique and some other boys for dinner because its Liqian's birthday but i decided not to. I can't stand people with no time mangement. I really can't. Honestly i was looking forward to good food. I even told my maid to not give me the bakuteh soup that she cooked. I thought we were meeting at like 7 plus. But at 8pm, they were still at AMK hub -_-. K whatever i'm not the birthday girl. She go have fun. All of them go have fun. Can't be bothered.

I was browsing through Funshion yesterday to find if there were any new series that i could watch. Jane By Design is finally back and i caught the latest 3 episodes and am currently waiting for this week's episode. I then stumbled upon this show called Dance Academy. Decided to watch it and i'm like "Wow so this is how my next 3 years is gonna be?" 

I really wanna start living my dream. Only thing is my size is making me feel like i'm not able to live it. How am i gonna look good in leotards? How am i gonna dance with pointe shoes when i am so heavy!? Sigh. I've gotta start dieting. (Wtf am i saying i'm currently munching on crackers.) Start toning up my body. Really. I don't wanna be a joke. I don't wanna have people stare at me. I don't wanna be left out T_T 

Currently having blood shot eyes because i suspect i've been wearing expired contact lenses since yesterday. Yes i've ordered new ones but it's not gonna come until probably one week later? Oh dear. Guess i gotta stay home for this period. YES THIS MEANS I CAN TRY MY BEST TO EAT AS LITTLE AS POSSIBLE. (still munching on crackers.) 

Sometimes i really wished my mom was a ballet dancer. I wished i was already destined to grow up as a dancer. That way i probably wouldn't be this size. And i probably would be more girly..... SOBS WHAT KIND OF LIFE IS THIS. I suddenly remembered what the teacher asked me during the audition. "Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?" I said a performer. IN MY DREAMS, i see myself owning the stage. But in reality? I really don't know. There are many billions of people out there born as a dancer, learnt ballet since young and are going to an Arts School because that's where they belong. I go there purely because i have a passion for dance. That's it. I'm willing to take the extra step. Willing to put in double the effort. But in the show, this ballet teacher/principal said that ballet is a selfish genre. No matter how much effort you put in, sometimes ballet isnt cut out for some people. Yeah people like me. Don't know what i'm gonna expect when school starts. I really can't wait, at the same time, stressed about the fact that i'll probably need a doctor to save me from depression.

Aglin once told me why she chose ballet instead of the modern hiphop and stuff. She said, "Everyone's fussing so much about hiphop and street jazz, so i thought to myself, 'Why not I be different from the rest, and go back to basics?'" I really agree with her. Just cuz dancing that will make them cool? Wtf that's just..... I don't know what to say. I mean yeah i am more of a street dancer but i'm getting too overwhelmed by the number of people dancing to that. What's the point if everyone's dancing to the same genre? There's no more excitement to it. It's suddenly so common. And i hate to be common. Right now, i really just wanna get my techniques right. I really wish to ace my assignments. I have a goal. & I'm aiming for it. It's gonna be tough, a really rocky road ahead of me, but i've chosen this path and i gotta go for it. I wanna prove to the idiots who think I can't make it in life just because i never take up any course that has gotta do with Business. You just wait and see.

Just one more month till the next journey of my life begins.

Overwhelming desire

So i'm back. Got awoken by my father's call this morning at 8.45am telling me to take a photo of spencer's stupid ezlink card because he have forgotten to bring it to his Judo competition. -_- Tsk so speechless, i don't know how lucky my father is that i didnt scream at the phone scolding him for waking me up so early on a Sunday. 

I spent the rest of the morning to late afternoon watching this new K-drama called "Big" starring Lee Minjung, Shin Wonho(i suspect he's dongho's brother. They look so alike. Even their names.) and Gongyoo. It's a really nice show, yes~ One part of the show suddenly reminded me of an incident yesterday with Chris. Something to do with embarrassment. Oh well so this was how it went. In the morning during the event, me and Chris were like setting up the whole stall thingy. He. Always. Notice. My. Lower. Body. -_- That's what i've realised. So my belt came off unknowingly.. 

Chris: You don't even know your belt came off. 

Me: What the? - Looks down - (IT REALLY CAME OFF. Fucking 3 year old belt. How embarrassing.)

So i buckled it back and just gave him a look.

Chris: What? So what if your belt came off? Your jeans will drop? No right?

Me: Jeans?! WILL! Then what for i wear belt!? 

Chris: Ok no shorts. - Looks closer - Eh where you buy your shorts? 

Me: Er i don't know? Very old shorts too. 

Chris: You don't even know where you buy your shorts? You mean you got alot of shorts at home? and stockings. 

Me: YEAH? LOL. (I don't know why he detests stockings so much.)

Chris: Serious la where you got it from?

Me: I really don't know la. Why leh? You see before ah?

Chris: -Continues looking- I think from Pull and Bear leh. Look like.

Me: Oh maybe. I like that shop~ 

Chris: Oh maybe you like that shop? You don't even know you like that shop? 

Me: DON'T LAME LA. I said MAYBE. I like that shop so there's a probability that i got it from there! 

We continued crapping non stop and i really don't even know what i'm talking about. Tsk..... Then suddenly these 2 girls who dress very typically walked passed the stall and then queued at Sarpino's, which is infront of our stall. Then he said, "Girls these days ah. The dressing all the same. Last time i used to think this kind of dressing very nice. Now become very common already. Now i must see face first." Blablabla all that sort of crap. He even said something like to him, looks is number1, followed by attitude. I'm like "okay....." To me, those 2 girls look pretty average, pretty acceptable. I think at least prettier than me? LOL I don't know la, i don't like saying other girls ugly, because i myself aint pretty either. Fml la the main thing to me is the SIZE. If i were small and cute in size i'm sure i'm more lovable. Really why the fuck am i born tall and big boned and fatty? Huh? Argh. If every guy in Singapore is like Chris' height and maybe 2 times his size (Chris is skinny), I don't mind my size. BUT NO. THAT IS NOT THE CASE. So yes. 

People like to say i overthink and i'm not fat and whatever nonsense. Fuck you babies. I'm an obvious fat case. I don't have the privilege to wear a tube dress with no armpit fats drooping out. I don't have the privilege to wear shorts without my thighs rubbing against each other. Yeah Chris like to always ask why i like to wear stockings. CUZ I HAVE FAT THIGHS AND I'M OBVIOUSLY TRYING TO COVER THE FATS FROM RUBBING AGAINST EACH OTHER? Zzzz am i supposed to tell him that? Tmd. People with tummy fats, THAT can be covered with a baggy top. Arms and thighs are a bigger problem. They are FOREVER exposed. -_- Sigh you really don't know how it feels like to always feel so big. You really don't. Don't tell me lame shit like i can breathe better in the MRT. Or I stand out from the crowd. WHAT NONSENSE. Those are nonsense. Fml my confidence level is fucking worse than 0. Really i don't care what others think. If i have the money in the future and i'm still this size i really won't hesitate to go for liposuction. People say it doesn't work but NO. I'M SURE IT DOES. Whether i eat, or don't eat, my weight doesn't change much. Its just a plus minus 1-3kg. Wtf? If i can minus of 2kg from each of my legs and arms, i would be 8kg lesser. THAT IS ALOT. And i'll be more than happy, cuz if i'm 8kg lighter, i would have reached my target weight. Sigh fuck my life really. Liposuction i swear i want it so badly. I want to be slim, not chubby not fat not obese. My desire to be slim is just too overwhelming. Why is no one in my family slim. WHY. My father is but he is a guy and he's different from me. Sigh. 

At about 4-ish 5, i fell asleep till about 7. Woke up feeling really cranky. Wanted to go Kovan to get my contact lens. No mood. Dinner wasn't crappy but it wasnt satisfying either. Bleh. School's starting for most of the students out there except ITE. So yeah i'm still currently having holidays from work and will be starting work again on 8th July. Then 2 more weeks from 8th, i'll have to prepare to go school and face more skinny chicks. Oh well good luck to me and depression. Good luck is all i can say, really. I really hope i'll be so busy i don't even have time to eat. 

Zombie attack

Wednesday night, i set my alarm to 10am. I was meeting Fion on Thursday at 1pm. Gotta give myself some time allowance cuz most of the time i'd slack on the bed for like an hour or so. BUT GUESS WHAT? I actually woke up at 8am, AUTOMATICALLY, A.G.A.I.N. Like seriously?! What's wrong with my body nowadays.... 

So i headed to Cathay to get a cup of frap. Slacked there till like 12.30 and then trained down to Chinatown. She was already there! No wait, i think we kinda took the same train unknowingly.. HAHA. So she brought me to this place at Ann Siang Hill which sells all clothes at $17. Heard from her that it only opens during the weekends. It's a very typical blogshop kind of clothes which i really dislike. Can't believe i actually waited for them to open the damn shop for 30minutes. -_- I don't know. It's just not my style. Oh, i kinda saw this school mate of mine, Isabel, there. I think it's her!!! 

Wanted to go Haji Lane to take a look because i haven't been there before. Then i realised the things there are probably more or less the same as that place/Bugis/FEP. So i decided to skip it. 

Headed straight to town. Oooo i feel like i've returned home. Yeah baby town's my kind of place. LOL does that make me a townster? No lol i don't dress like a freaking typical townster. & i think it's not very nice when people say you're a townster? Is it? Christopher goes to town often too but he keeps denying he's a townster. I'm just like "????? how are you not a townster if you keep going town?" I don't get the meaning of that word anyway. Walked around somerset. Nothing to see. Walked down to H&M. Nothing to see either. I don't wanna get anymore clothings. I've bought alot. In my mind i only wanted to look at bags and shoes. So those were the two things i was looking at the whole time. 

Continued walking down to Cine's Graffiti Cafe for lunch. At the basement, they had this Kinect Dance Central there for the passerbys to play. Can't believe there are actually people who dared to play... So damn hilarious. Couldnt stop laughing. Went over to Best Fries Forever because Fion never tried it before. Heaven~ Slacked there for a lil while and then went Gongcha. I wanted to try Artease! Haven't tried it before. Xuejun/Chris said it isn't nice! But Amin said it's the best. So i'm kinda like 50% here and there. Order Kumquat juice and Fion tried it. She didnt like it! HAHA i thought it was not bad actually.. 

There was the usual weekend flea going on @ Scape. Bought this 3metres long iphone charging wire. YEAH BABY I CAN FINALLY LIE ON MY BED, USE MY PHONE AND CHARGE IT AT THE SAME TIME!!! It's like $8. I don't know if it's pricey anot because i don't buy such things. I compared it with the other 1metre long wire which most of them are selling at $2-3.. So i think for 3metres, $8 is definitely worth it. 

Walked over to Ion next and bought the shoe and bag that i've been eyeing on since the beginning of the week. Bought it at 50% discount HEHEHE. My total cost is supposed to be more than a $100 but i'm only charged $51~ I bought 2 shoes 2 hairbands and 1 bag. Wanted to go in Pull and Bear but realised i went in twice in 2 weeks and nothing there caught my eyes so i decided not to. 

Last stop, Far East Plaza. Saw afew beautiful pairs of shoes that i was kinda tempted to buy. Haha got too many shoes. I'll just buy it when school's gonna start. 

Daddy fetched me back from FEP. Went home, freshened up myself and then went to this house warming thing at Bukit Timah. Woah the house so japanese style~ Nice. Stayed there till about almost 10 then headed back home. Zombified. I needed sleep badly. Read a couple of chapters of my book and fell asleep. 

I really think book 2 is nicer because it's less sadistic. Why is it titled 50 shades DARKER? How is it darker when i feel like it's more NORMAL? LOL, okay....  I'm only halfway through the book so i don't know yet. We'll see. Why some people said book 1 was the nicest?! Are there so many sadistic-pervertic people!? I really prefer a normal sweet relationship. He's so nice and gentleman in the book. I like men who are able to make a woman feel safe and secure. Hehehe...

Okay my day today. I woke up at 6am. Bathed and everything. Left the house at 7am. Traveled all the way to Joon Koon. Almost the other end of where i live. Took me more than an hour to reach there. God so tiring. When i reached, called Kelvyn and i realised they were still at NUS making drinks and stuff. Chris was with him too. I waited for more than 30minutes for the both of them!!!! Oh my god so pissed. If i had known i wouldve gone to NUS instead! I mean it's nearer than Joo koon! Plus i could get a ride to Joo Koon too... Tsk. So they arrived after 40 minutes or so. Brought the things over to the booth and set everything up.

Chris must have woken up from the wrong side of the bed today.  He is surprisingly enthusiastic/hyper/crazy/talkative today, like a small young boy who would never use up all his energy. He told us he slept at 2-3am last night and woke up at 5 this morning. WHAT THE HELL. Who on earth would be so hyper when he/she only gets like 3hours of sleep!? If it was me i'd be cranky as shit. For the whole day he was being so lame and nonsensical. So tiring to entertain his nonsense... Even boss feels so. HAHA Kel kept giving the "what the fuck can you stop being so lame" face. Even Chris know, but he couldnt be bothered. He just continued being hyper.. Siao. There was this other lady, Kel's friend, Shelvi. She helped us out today. She's a chinese-indo and she reminds me of Miss Shanti!!! Haha very cute lady. She's a year older than miss Shanti but please.... She looks and feels like 25 to me, really. 

At about 4pm, my body really battery dead. No energy to entertain Chris' nonsense anymore. Packed up at 6pm and followed Shelvi and Kel back to NUS. Initially me and Shelvi were supposed to go back to ITE to put back the stuff. But seems like Kel's friend and dad haven't finish packing up the stuff over at NUS so me and Shelvi left first. She gave me a lift to Buonavista MRT~ Train home, had some finger food and now i'm as bloated as ever. Ooooo k. 

Now my whole body is aching like a 40 year old and i'm really sleepy. So i'll probably sleep before 12 again(it's actually a good thing, for my skin, for my body, for my health. HAHA.). Now i'm very sweaty and disgusting and i'm trying to finish this post as fast as possible. OH HI we've reached the end of my post. :P 

OH I lost track of time. I forgot today's Saturday. I think i'm gonna get a double pay. I don't know. Maybe Christopher's spouting nonsense. We'll see~ :D For now, i'll leave you guys with a picture of my beautiful 2NE1 girls. 

Rotz

"It's so hard to think this could fade away.. But what goes up must come down. Why can't we just live life with no consequence, and always live in the now? You know I wish that this night would never be over. There’s plenty of time to sleep when we die. So let’s just stay awake until we grow older. If I had my way we’d never close our eyes, NEVER!"

Hello. A day where i stay home and rot until i'm at the edge of dying. Hahahahah i'm just kidding. Slept at 3 plus last night, and thinking that i'd sleep in till the afternoon. But no. I woke up at 10plus automatically. Slacked on my bed till 12.

Tried to find something to eat but there was nothing. Settled for the campbell's mushroom soup. Delicious. Winnie went out to Kovan to buy daily necessities. I told her to get me PrimaDeli's waffles~ :) Yummy~ Wanted to spend my whole day reading fifty shades but i was very distracted... After 10 pages or so i'll start getting restless and nothing i read goes into my head. So i decided to stop reading.

Now i'm waiting for brother to return home with my mcdonalds fries. God such a sucker for fries... No matter how full i am, there's always space in my tummy for fries~

Whole day just browszing through Youtube.... Looking and hearing all the amazing people recreating the original songs sang by famous artists.. Seriously some of the song covers are better than the original!!! Amazing people.

Also looked through Lookbook. Wow it's been a long time since i was there. Skinny models. Every single one of them is skinny.

Lovin this girl's hair

Auburn??? I dont know hahah it looks nice.

ARGHHHHHH MY BACK IS ACHING SO BADLY RIGHT NOWWWWW. MOMENTS LIKE THIS I NEED XUEJUN TO PUNCH MY BACK..... Hahahaha no i'm serious it is seriously aching like a bitch. Getting old x_x...

Hopefully i sleep early today, wake up early tomorrow, and feel fresh. LOL stupid sentence that's never gonna happen. 

Another jaicharnette day

"I'M NOT A BITCH. I JUST HAVE A LOW TOLERANCE FOR BULLSHIT."

I just saw most of the Hong Kong photos taken by the camera. SERIOUSLY MY DAD SET THE CAM MOOD TO THE WORSE MOOD EVER. The photos are just simply ugly. My face is already so red. Some of the photos make me look like a roasted pig. Oh my god. If i were the president of Singapore i make sure photography is a subject to be taught to everyone. Damn it really hate ugly photos. 

Slacked the whole day today. Went out to send my laptop for repair just now. Yeah met up with Jai and Charlotte. Walked around Ion hoping to find a pair of new shoes and a new bag. Instead, bought a cotton blazer from ZARA because i've been eyeing on it in Hong Kong. Had dinner at Just Acia again and then walked around aimlessly, snapping nonsensical shots of ourselves. This lady saw us struggling to take a trio shot. Hence she walked pass us and suggested to help us snap a photo! She was really nice!!! Hahaha! 

I look like some gigantic giant T_T 

(This photo reminds me of the Kardashian Sisters....... height wise.)

Charlotte as Kourtney.

Jai as Kim.

Me as Khloe, obviously. 

No i'm not kidding. Let's see a photo of the Kardashian sisters and make a comparison.

IT'S JUST SO SIMILAR. This is still not too bad. They kinda balance up by wearing heels. 

K i think this is even more similar. LOL. 

Most of the photos taken were really blur and i seriously can't stand blur photos so i shall not post it up BLEHHHHHH. Out of all the blur ones, these 4 were the most acceptable. 

Of the many things we could gay with, we had to choose this weird thing. 

HAHAHA. Seriously we're insane. 

Charlotte's photography skills. (. . .) 

Jai's photography skills. (ok not bad.)

MY photography skills. (WELL DONE -PASS MYSELF A TROPHY-)

nahz jk TROLLOLOLOLOL~ all the photos are blur... sigh. 

& i'm loving KHJ's new japan hit; Heat! He's really heating up the already hot summer.... HAHA can't wait for the album to be out!!!!!~~~ 

Hong kong bluek

Hi. I've been wanting to blog since 2 hours ago, but i'm so damn lazy to upload the photos that are not even nice. From phone, from camera. I'M JUST LAZY. Hence, this is gonna be a freaking full of word post. I really need to spam my feelings somewhere. I feel like i'm gonna burst anytime. I don't know how to even describe how i feel right now. Like everything's just simply everywhere. So messy.

I expected this trip to be an extremely hot one. My mistake, it was not. In fact, we actually even felt a little typhoon going on. The weather is hongkong is just simply bad!!!! For a moment, it rains. After 5minutes, the sun comes out, making the entire city so humid. & this goes on for the whole god damn day. What a fucking PMS bitch. Because the weather was such a bitch, we couldnt shop properly or do anything properly in fact. So i didnt buy anything at all, this whole trip. 


We did went to Ocean Park. BUT FOR FUCK? My parents are just old people who doesnt like to play. My brother is fucking 14 years old but i think he has a soul of a 40 year old. BASICALLY MY WHOLE FAMILY IS BORING. AND I SIMPLY CAN'T STAND IT. When i heard that we were going Ocean Park, i was like "FUCK THIS SHIT." Seriously, 1st, they waste 120bucks ($40 per pax), go into the damn theme park and not play a single shit. "HUH this one will get wet one ah? WA see they all wet leh! DONT WANT LA!" "Wa this one got 360degree turn leh. Siao i dont want" Wtf. WTF? So picky then why come in the first place? You go to a theme park, you don't wanna get wet, you don't wanna go for the thrilling rides, then seriously why waste the money? $120 i can buy at least 5 ZARA tanks please. Best part is, they always ask me what i wanna do, where i wanna go. WTF. I'M UP FOR ANYTHING. IT'S THEM WHO IS SO BLOODY PICKY. Piss me off the whole day. My father still can show me attitude. How awesome. The only people that i would wanna go to a theme park with: 1. MY FRIENDS. 2. MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND. No family. NO. 


There was this other family that we were with for the past 4 days. It was a family of 5. The children were 19(girl), 17(guy) and 13(guy). This 17 year old guy look like he's 15-16 years old. AND HE KEPT STEALING GLANCES AT ME. His glances are just too obvious. Many times he just stares right into my eyes. Because of that, i took notice of him. & because i took notice of him, i realised his eyes look like Josef's. & i thought to myself, "Hmmmm i guess this is how Josef looks like when he's 15." When his mom said he was 17, i was shocked! LOL!!!! Both moms were talking about children and stuff. My mom then told his mom that i was going Lasalle for school this coming August. So his mom carried on the conversation by saying his school. HE'S FROM AN ARTS SCHOOL TOO? LOL. He's taking Visual Arts in SOTA. I don't really know what his name is, but i think his name is also JO-something. His parents always JojojojoJOJOJOJO... I'm like JO? JOOOOOO? Why must is always be J.O. I don't know what he want. It's like he's trying to talk with his eyes but failing so badly. Oh my god so embarassing. The thought of it is just hair-raising. Oh welllllll. He reminds me of Jang Geun Suk's character in Love Rain. LOL!!! SHY ARTIST.

OH THE GONGCHA IN HONGKONG IS JUST AWESOME!!!! I think the standard is the same as Taiwan's. I'm sure it is, or at least very very close. It tastes sooooo good. & it has the Large cup! Omg Singapore is a bloody overpriced country. I get a large STRONG cup for the same price okay. Singapore's Gongcha, they use plastic cup right? In Hongkong/Taiwan, they use the thicker plastic material. Oh my god so heavenly i love it.

Another thing. My family is freaking well known for being anti social. Bloody hell i can't stand it. I seriously can't. I really can't understand why i'm so different from them. Everything i do is just so different from them. If my parents were more friendly, both families could've played together when we went to Ocean Park. C'mon the more the merrier.... They just hate "merrier". So instead of wanting to stay longer in HK, i wanted to come back. & thank the lords i'm finally back.  


XUEJUN'S PINCHES LEFT ME BRUISES!!!!!! Felt like murdering her when i found out i had bruises on my arms. :@ Bloody hell. Her pinches are muthafking deadly. It's not those light bruise y'know? IT'S THOSE BLUEBLACK BRUISES WITH PINK DOTS IN THE BLUEBLACK. Fml. But 4 days have passed so now the bruise became yellow in colour but one of them still has the pinky stuff which i think it's blood clot. GAWD! Shouldve taken a photo and show it to dat bitch. 


Sigh. Pathetic shitz. I want school to start. Now my holidays officially start. ITE is having a break. So i do not need to work. But next week, all my polymates are starting school. So i'm left alone, again. Oh there's Aglin still. BUT!.... Argh 5 more weeks. I wanna know who are my classmates. I wanna know who am i gonna spend my next 3 years with. I wanna know what's the level of depression am i gonna get into. I WANNA KNOW!!!!!

Sorry...... I think all my posts are so angsty and stuff. Lol it's because i always accumulate my anger and then just splash everything out in a go. So it makes this whole post so hot and red and spicy. LOL i'm sorry i'm just this kind of a person. No one bothers listening. Even if they do, they don't care. Like seriously. This world's just. so. cruel. AND I HATE IT :( But what can i do. Nothing. Live life. Meet new people everyday. Continue with life.

Sweet escape

Okay i'm back!!!!

I used my afternoon after blogging to finish up 50 shades of Grey! Left my house at 4pm. Started on 50 shades Darker while i was on my way to Simei. I don't know why Xuejun rushed me. LOL. Reached there at 5pm and they were just done with closing the shop and just started to count the day's earning. Had a free cup of drink! HAHA. Actually i needed to pay la, since i wasnt working. But i dont know why~ Boss never charge me. Also, to my amazement, all of them were not wearing green polos, even Chris! That's a shocker. Haha. Everybody was in such a happy mood!!! As expected, Xuejun couldnt stop judging on what i was wearing. Can't tahan her. I work so long, and i've been wearing shorts to work these days, she never say anything about my leg. Just now, she asked me why my leg so big. LOL. Stupid bitch. So i asked her why her stomach so big. My leg big, her stomach big, SAME REASON WHAT. Eat then fat la! Hahaha hilarious moments at the shop. Took a photo using the mac in the shop as memory. Kelvyn's idea! But the photo's so ugly :( 

Went to katong to have dinner. Kelvyn's treat!!! Had shabu shabu steamboat!!! Everyone ate soooooo much beef. Each person's entry is $20+ each and we could eat as many number of plates of beef/chicken as we want. Then Kelvyn kept calling and calling and calling! Chris first one to surrender. HAHA. I just kept eating. I gave my all. To me, even if i'm fucking full, i'll still eat if people give me food. Cuz i don't know how to say no and i feel like it's a waste if i don't eat. Then Xuejun keep saying i very hungry cuz i never complain i very full. CRAZY BITCH!!!! She's the one who wanted to eat beef!!! I just said i love beef! & it's a fact. I like beef more than chicken and pork. Haha laughed alot during dinner. Bill came up to $110! -faints- 

Walked around the streets to digest a little because we were all bloated like puffer fishes. Then went to Awfully Chocolate to have dessert!!! <- Kelvyn's idea again. Crazy... Everybody around me are food monsters... But oh well it's his treat so whatever~~ Haha! Ordered 2 cakes, one white choc and another just normal choc, 1 latte and 1 flap, and a double scoop Hei choc ice cream!!! Woah the ice cream is just heavenly. I just kept aiming the ice cream. Totally awesome. While enjoying our desserts, Kelvyn and Xuejun were like talking about all those F&B stuff and the coffee stuff. I'm just there listening, wondering why they are all so knowledgeable. Then i think again LOL. Please they are 5-10 years older than me and they work in bars/diners before. Bill was $32.15 in total. I DON'T KNOW HOW.... BUT CHRISTOPHER DIDN'T SEE THE BILL. Then he said "how much? $32? $32.15?" My eyes were literally O_O. WTF IS HE PSYCHIC. Crazy. Really crazy. From a very long time ago he already gave me the feeling that he's psychic. He predict things a little too well. 

Before we left the place, Kelvyn gave Xuejun her last-day-of-work present. Woah expensive present.... Fred Perry's polo tee. See?!?!? SEE?!?!?!?! That bitch is so lucky. She gets all the expensive presents. She told me before about her other gifts from her friends. Oh my god you really wouldnt wanna know what kind of items she got as a gift. I never in my life got anything more than $30 from my friends. NEVER. Pathetic piece of shit. Always giving, always. Gave until one day i decided to stop because i realised nobody's giving me anything and i don't give a shit if it's the thought that counts anymore because REALITY'S CRUEL. They always give me shit excuses like "YOU HAVE EVERYTHING. THERE'S NOTHING ELSE TO GIVE." Tmd think harder. I have so many wants. Unlimited wants. Do you need me to list it out? If i have EVERYTHING, i wouldnt need to shop anymore, wouldnt need to earn money to spend anymore. Speaking of this. My birthday's coming. Blardy. Hell. This is gonna be the worse birthday ever. Unless i manage to squeeze a thousand bucks out of my mother, which is impossible. 

Actually i was kinda out of place just now. Chris was wearing a Levis shirt. Xuejun was wearing some branded polo for sure (i know all her clothes is branded) and Kelvyn was wearing a checkered A&F shirt. ._. 

Ok went back home after dessert. Cabbed back actually. I wanted to reach home fast. Bathed and right now, blogging my last post before i head off to Hong Kong. Sigh that stupid bitch wants me to check if branded goods there are cheaper than Singapore. OBVIOUSLY? Everything, and i mean EVERYTHING, in Singapore is overpriced. WAY overpriced. Probably gonna meet Chris and Xuejun on Thursday when i'm back because i still owe Xuejun her meal since this time it's the boss' treat. Probably Sakae Buffet. HAHAHA Chris' reaction was so damn funny. Yesterday he said he ate Salmon until he almost vomited. Today we ate beef and he also almost died. Next week it's fish again. Good luck to him~ (but Salmon's so nice..... I rather spam eat Salmon than beeeeeef...) 

I wanna start my work life. I wanna have fun. I will. Yeah i know it's gonna be very tough and torturous. But if i get colleagues like Kelvyn and Xuejun, i wouldn't mind. Everyday would be fun. What am i thinking... I havent even start school yet. HAHA. Can't believe it's Xuejun's last day!!!! I'm not gonna work with her anymoreeeeee. That's kinda sad seriously. I mean she's the one who's so chitty chatty and always brings up the mood. Without her it'll just be different... Obviously i can't say this to her face if not she'll start her nonsense arrogant shit again. Oh well... 

Gotta go now. Still contemplating if i should eat the durian cake below. Spencer bought it again!!!! For Father's day. Another rich person.... I should really ask him to buy me something expensive for my birthday. I don't wanna fucking eat a $65 cake ok. I rather he go buy me an A&F shirt ah please. It's almost the same price. I think i should eat.. I'm not gonna sleep anyway. Gotta be up by 5am! Crazy might as well not sleep, as i'm not. Hahaha good food these days~~ 

Lazybones

HIHIHIHI. Days like this are days where i just am lazy to post. Hahaha oh shit but i have to. Cuz I havent been posting in awhile.

Okay FIRST! My and Xuejun are on good terms again. I don't know how. Thank god~ I went dance with Liqian on Wednesday. She came late. So i used the time waiting for her to go shop. Went into Newlook and i immediately fell for the romper at first sight. So beautiful!!!! I bought it. Then this cashier lady, she kept asking me to sign for New Look's membership. I had to pay extra $88!!!! Insane! & it's not like i shop there very often.... So i didnt.

Went for dinner first when Liqian arrived. Then danced. Loved the choreography!!! It's awesome. Fredy used an old school song called So In Love With Two by Mikaila. Beautiful!!! After dance, we passed by New Look again so we went in to see see look look again! Hahaha. This time i bought a long loose tank and a hot shorts. The cashier lady look at me and said "YOU SEE!!! You're back again!!!" Then i'm like er.... So she persuaded me into buying the membership thing again. I said i don't want and she insisted because she say its damn wasted since my bill came up to $131 WITHOUT membership. If i had membership, i could minus off $50 because they had 4 $25 vouchers that i can use if i spend more than $20 in a reciept. So she kept persuading nonstop and she was very nice. For my romper she also helped me to deduct $25. Instead of paying $88 for membership, i only paid $38. It's really very confusing to me.... But okay. HAHA.

On Thursday, work was as usual. Had really funny moments with Xuejun before work ended. Boss left early and told us we could leave at 5.30 but it was only 4.40 and there was no one around. She was high on chocolate.. LOL so funny... I seriously couldnt stop laughing. Went to Town to walk around hoping i could buy something but no. There was nothing that i like. CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!! Travelled down to AMK to meet my family to catch Madagascar. Saw Kimiko and Chuanzhen there O_O Kimiko slimmed down so much!!!!! Sigh i think i'm the only one who keeps putting on weight right now. I'm so sad. After the show ended, went back home and continued my novel. Ending soon ending soon!!!! Hope i can start on the 2nd book tomorrow(Sat).

RIGHT NOW! I just finished packing my luggage for my holiday tomorrow. Finished downloading new songs. Thought i could meet Jai to watch MIB 3 because yesterday on twitter, she said she'd skip school!! But no she didnt. So i'm like now waiting for time to pass. Gonna go have free good dinner later on with boss Xuejun and Chris. Supposedly, i was treating Xuejun to dinner. But somehow boss decided to treat ALL of us!!! YAY ME. I save money ohmygod~ Can't wait!!!! Really kinda saddening to know that it's her last day. Boohoo... Somehow i hope we take afew pictures together but i doubt that's possible :( BOOHOO!!!!

I shall go finish up my novel right now yay me. IF i can, i'll post when i'm back. If not, i'll be missing in action for 5 days. Miss me baby.

A daddy's daughter?

I'M IN LOVE WITH F(X)'S NEW SONG. MAD IN LOVE. ALL OF THEM (yes including Krystal) LOOK SO GOOOOOOD!!!! Plus the choreography is so cutesy. Me LIKEEEE! *thumbs up* 

-drooling over Amber, crazing over cutie Sulli- 

Okie! Today, was a..... NOT SO GOOD DAY! Well, actually it started out well, then it became bad. I woke up at 8.30 this morning because i had to visit TTSH for the tb shit again. After that, daddy gave me a lift to Paya Lebar MRT. So i headed straight to Simei after that, which was really early. Decided to slack at Starbucks and continue the erotic novel. Bought a cup of grande Ice Mocha and a Chocolate Old Fashioned! Oh you bet it's mad delicious. My breakfast hahaha. While reading halfway, SM released f(x)'s new music video, Electric Shock. Spazzing alone at Starbucks is NOT A VERY GOOD IDEA.... But i couldnt help it. Amber looked so cool. Sulli looked so cute. Victoria Luna Krystal looked so pretty. The whole MV is just so my style... THEIR SONGS ARE ALWAYS MY STYLE. I love all their MVs. Hahaha.  If you noticed thy are all wearing blue contacts. HOW CAN THEY LOOK SO NATURAL WITH IT!!!! Damn beautiful seriously. 

Went to work and it was just THE USUAL. It's getting so boring. Holidays are coming. People all decided to skip school.. So all the regular customers all never come. Make me so bored :( But Andie came today. HAHA. Funny... Because i was busy cleaning up and Xuejun was sweeping the floor, so no one was at the counter. We usually won't put the bell at the counter where the customers can reach because most of the time they will just play around with it. But Andie was a reg customer so i think he knows where we hide the bell. He kept pressing. At first i was like "why got bell?!" I turned around and saw Andie. Wow his smile is beautiful HAHAHA. Oh we got free fries from the aunty next door. MAD DELICIOUS!!! I love their fries. I'm a sucker for fries!!!!! I really hope they give us free fries again hehehehe. Actually even if they do, i'll still go and buy them. It's so much for $2! How worth please!!!! So delicious. Yum yum~ 

Nacho fries, seaweed fries, chilli pepper idk what but it tastes damn good fries. 

Kinda quarreled with Xuejun today. She cleared the Kitchen really early today. Most of the time we would clear the kitchen stuff at about 4plus or 5. But today, at 3.30 she already washed everything. Unlucky her, because after she washed, there were many food orders. First it was waffles. Then afew chicken hot dogs and spicy nuggets. I got scolded for taking in the waffles order. Ok for that i apologise. Then when the other food orders came in, i didnt know whether to accept or not. I still did because SHE only told me to stop taking orders for Waffles so i assumed others were okay. Well, not exactly assumed. She kinda said she was okay with other food except waffles. BUT I STILL GOT SCOLDED. Unreasonable. I just burst. She reached my limit. It's the customers' that are ordering the food, not me who wants to eat it. I'm not the fucking boss. How can i just decline an order. Well i can if it really is out of stock. BUT IT ISNT. Damn it. I just got so pissed off i just shouted back at her. As if cussing at me, the order will be gone. I told her a million times if she doesnt want the food order, SHE GO TELL THE BLOODY CUSTOMER HERSELF. 

So i stopped talking to her after that. Silence. She wants to play the silence game. WELL she doesn't know me well enough to know that i'm best at that. Be that way. When we were almost leaving, Christopher appeared out of the blue. I. was. shocked. It's been 6 days since i last saw him and because today was so quiet, i thought about him. Like if he was in the shop (happy mood) i think it'd probably be livelier. AND HE APPEARED. What the..... Too much of a coincidence. Hahaha. 

On a random note, there was this time where i said Christopher was imitating Pitbull's rapping skills. That was before Back In Time was released. LOL!!!!! Totally funny. Christopher's imitation of Pitbull sounded EXACTLY like Back In Time. His tone is exactly like Pitbull's. Everytime i hear Back In Time i can't help but laugh. "excuse me baby, yeah you baby, ooooh groovy baby." LAUGH MY ASS OFF. 

Didnt want to walk out with Xuejun because we were still having the cold war. So i initiated. I said i was walking to Simei. She was going Bedok and Kelvyn was going another way to idk where. All 3 of us went separate ways. I didnt know Christopher was at the bench at the open area outside the shop with his friends. Only realised when he said "Woah today all 3 go different way ah!" Then i was like "EH SO FAMILIAR OH YOU." in my head. Hahaha i responded fast enough. I was talking to him while walking. Said afew sentences to each other and he waved and gave me a cute face. HAHAHA made my day honestly. 

Reached home really early, before 7pm. Still crazing over Electric Shock. Waited for daddy come back to cut cake! :D Yay 

 Cake was bought by Spencer. He spent like i think 65 bucks. NUTZ. Owell he's rich. So who cares. Maybe 2-3 more years he'll have 10k in his bank i won't be surprised. 

While spazzing over f(x), here's an update of my prince's face. MESMERISING SIDE PROFILE HE HAS OK!!!!!!!!!!~ 

Hehehehe yay kpop makes me happy. Thought of work tomorrow makes me sad. 

Fairytale world

(Honestly i wrote a post last night but it didnt save so now i'm rewriting again, sigh.)

I've finished my previous book, on that very day that i said i couldnt finish. I just finished the remaining half of the book in a night, how amazing am i. The book left me with a very wtf feel and i was afraid i'd get a nightmare so i decided to stay up. Browsed through the internet for a couple of hours and i still wasnt feeling sleepy. Decided to watch Strong Heart; YG Family Special. It was mad hilarious i almost died from laughing. Hahahaha. That kept me up till 7am and i was contemplating if i should sleep, or continue with part 2. Chose sleep in the end because my phone only had 20% of battery left. 

Sunday was just boring. Went to popular to get new books. Yes i bought the fifty shades trilogy series. & i've started on it since last night. The beginning was good. I was very immersed and actually had the thought that it might come out in theaters, until i reach the intense sex part. Seriously! Why do the books that i buy recently keep describing sex!!!! I spent my night yesterday reading the NORMAL parts, and the travelling time to work today, reading the sex part. I felt SO AWKWARD. I felt like i was watching porn in public. So descriptive. Tooooooo descriptive. My hair just kept standing. So descriptive that in my head, i was really watching porn. I really rather just watch porn than read the intense descriptions. It's just less intense..... LOL. Plus the main character is just too horny. Please. There was this part in the book where the man said "Make love? I don't make love. I fuck. Hard." & the woman actually said what he said was HOT. I think shes nuts. Everytime the guy says something sadistic, she feels its EROTIC, ENTICING, HOT. I spent my free time at work reading it too. I think i'm gonna go crazy. I just kept talking to myself while reading the book. It's so R21. It's so sexual yet so addictive. Now i'm just addicted to the book. It happens everytime. Once i start a novel, i can hardly stop. Oh man. 

I can never understand how sex is pleasurable. Maybe it has got something to do with the muscles contracting and all that sort of nonsense BUT.... To me all i can think of is pain. Not like i've ever had SEX. What the fuck. But yeah the thought of it just makes me "omg no". 

Caught Snow white and the huntsman today with Amanda Jai and Liqian! The show was not bad!!! I expected it to be a little more fairytale-ish though.... Well it's okay the main storyline was still there. 7 dwarfs really did appear. The kiss really made Snow White come alive. There really was an evil queen. Horses and castles were there too~ So ohwell~ Also, i really liked how Kristen looked in the show. She really suits black hair~ Her skin's so fair~ Lookin gewd~~~~

I heard there's a sequel to this! 2 sequels in fact. I'm actually looking forward to it hahahaa. Interesting, really~ Also, Sleeping Beauty is gonna be out in 2014!!! Still a long way to go but i can't wait either. Really hope there's a Beauty and the Beast. I love that show. I mean it'd be so cool if HUMANS acted it out. Oh my~ Beautiful i can already picture it in my head hahaha. Beast turning into a handsome prince....~

ALRIGHT IT'S NOW 12AM IN THE MORNING AND THAT MEANS IT'S MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY. WOOHOO HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD (not like he'll see it but yeah). I'm gonna go make his birthday card right now and then continue with the erotic novel. GOODBYE!!!

Black

HELLO. I'M IN AN ULTIMATE LAZY MOOD RIGHT NOW AND WAS CONTEMPLATING IF I SHOULD BLOG NOW OR LATER BUT I STILL CHOSE NOW SO BE HONOURED GUYZ. :P (I'm crazy sorry.)

So Thursday was my off day! My initial plan was to go Kovan to get my books and other stuff and then head to Serangoon Garden's Myvillage to spend some quality time with myself. But plan failed because i couldnt control my hands. I ended up texting Jai asking about her sudden disappearance. So she came to find me in the afternoon.

Had a large cup of The Ultimate and a book to accompany me while waiting for Jai.

This book is just M18 honestly. I'm currently halfway through it and i wanted to finish it by today but i think that's kinda impossible considering the fact that it's already 3pm and i'm still blogging and stalking kpop idols bleh bleh bleh.

I slept at almost 5 that day so i'm sorry if i look like a zombie. Jai too. I think she didnt even sleep.  LOL 

Stayed at Coffee Bean till about 5pm and walked to Watsons. I wanted to look at dyes. My red colour faded. So i bought this deep burgundy. Went to chompchomp for dinner. Ordered Stingray(oooo so sexy) and a medium sized plate of Hokkien Mee. Jai ate too slowly so i ordered a soya bean beancurd. Heavenly!!!!!!!

Rested there awhile because i was too bloated and then walked over to the pub my dad is always at. I knew he was there and i purposely walked pass it. Wow he really saw me. Too bad i couldnt go in because i was still under 18. Hahaa. Went to Pet Station and sad this extremely huge bear dog. Tibetan Mastiff. Seriously a size of a tiger/lion. BLOOODYYYYY CUTE AND HUGE AND HUGGABLE. I wish i can have a pet that cute :(

Then we passed by a bakery store and i saw they sold waffles over there. SO! I decided to eat it HAHAHA. Oh my god, i know right i'm such a glutton. There were seats inside so we sat there. Wow talked for hours. Left the place at almost 10. Talked alot alot alot. Jai currently has my deepest secret in hand.

Went home and Kel suddenly whatsapp me asking if i could work on Friday. I was like . . . Didnt feel like going to work cuz i had plans on Friday. I still said yes and asked if i could leave earlier. He told me if that was the case then he'd ask Chris to go instead. BUT HE WASNT FREE (i wonder why!). So yeah i still went for work on Friday. FOR ONLY 4HOURS. God.

I got lost. Went to Cascadia Condo for Ger's BBQ. I swear i got so pissed on the way there. I got lost. I took some bus and ended up in town and then cabbed back to Cascadia. Argh. Reached there and the weather and humidity was killing me. I am girl who needs to be CHILLED. Who needs to be in an ICEBOX. So yeah mood wasnt very great. Stayed at the place till about 10plus and then went home.

On the bus, took poloroids and most of them didnt come out well....

Reached AMK and realised 136 bus service already stopped....... So i cabbed home. Reached home at 12am. Damn it my father keeps giving me the fuck-you-better-come-home-early-i-want-my-sleep face everytime i come home late. WHAT THE SHIT. Just hand over the house keys. HAND IT OVER!!!!!!

& realised why my hair is so bloody black? Yeah CUZ OF THE DYE!!!!! Got a shock when i saw the mirror. I was like "HUH BLACK HAIR!?!?!?!?" K after two days i think the colour is starting to show. Like its really jet black but when im under the sun you can tell its not entirely black. So harsh. I think the colour is too harsh on my skin. My hair looks so fake right now and i'm sad. I'll just dye back brown the next time i dye it, which is before school starts. Now to make myself feel better, i look at my fave female idolss black hair era. LOL.

I think i'm heading to Hong Kong next week. Not sure about plans yet and I don't feel like asking about it. I'll just pack my luggage when my parents ask me to and fly away.

Darling's a year older

IT'S KIM HYUN JOONG'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! HE'S 26 ALREADY!!!!! :(  

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING♥ 

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Went to work an hour later than usual because Kel asked me to come at 12 instead of 11. I said okay~ Took my time to go there and bought waffles. Ate it on my way there. Now i'm like in love with 7/11's waffles because of Aglin. She loves it alot too and that time i decided i should get one too. Yeah i'm craving for it again...~ Kinda wish there was a 7/11 nearby my house :( I think Xuejun was too bored and missed my presence too much because she texted if i was working today anot. I didnt tell her i was working at 12 instead of 11. Hahahaa funny dude.  

Work today was pretty quiet. Students there seriously love self-proclaiming holiday. There was nothing to do... Flipped through Men's magazine... HAHA the models are so hawtttttt ♥_♥ Then Xuejun probably got bored again because while i was busy making my own drink, she took my phone and i think she wanted to play Diamond Dash. But there were unread messages so she went to read it. AND REPLIED ON MY BEHALF TOO. Mad funny. I kept pouncing on her like a freaking tiger trying to get back my phone but she just kept me away and just continued replying. Almost died of laughter when i saw the messages.

LIKE SERIOUSLY???????? "SHAN SHAN MISS YOU SO MUCH"? I really almost choked when she read that out to me. Cuz while typing she was also saying it out. OMG SHE CRAZY ASS. But ok, for entertainment's sake..... This is really hilarious. HAHAHA.

Kel let us off 30minutes early again and we went to have KFC for dinner. Ate that new buddy meal thingy. DAMN DELICIOUS~ She was supposed to meet her friend but her friend took so long to even answer her call so she got mad and i ended up eating with her. We even toured Daiso for TIDBITS. She robbed me $8 of food man T_T Welllllll it'z okay. She's da one getting fat and will probably look even more poohbear-ish. HAHA... 

Went to swim for an hour plus after that. I still feel too fat ._. Haha. I eat like a pig woohoo, pig for the win WOOHOO~.... 

No work tomorrow. No work on Friday. Yeah i have plans on Friday. & i have none tomorrow. Can't think of anyone who's free tomorrow either. How sad. :( Wished my mother had no work tomorrow so i can go SHOPPING again. (i'm so mean but yeah i miss shopping with her. and eating like a pig. good fat food.) 

Boohoohoooooooooooooooo. If i'm not going out tomorrow i think i'm gonna starve myself for a day. Seriously ate too much nonsense~ Hahahaa.