The year's ending

It's been so long since i saw them, especially Ridley!!!~

Heyo babies! So i spent my last day of 2011 in Singapore with 2 of my Yuying Sec sch classmates; Qianyu and Ridley!!! Hohoho it's been so long~ Went to catch 'Sherlock Holmes'. It was actually not that bad.

You know, initially, plans was kinda cancelled because i woke up with my mom's text telling me to come home early. & i was like 'WUUUUT'. I was supposed to meet them at like 5pm. & my mom told me to come back early. -_-  So i told them to postpone. But Ridley suggested to meet earlier and hohoho yay i still got to meet them! I slept at 6am this morning, and woke up at almost 2pm. Screwed bodyclock, how am i gonna turn my bodyclock back to normal...

So we walked around Plaza sing and talked abit but qianyu was really very tired. She kept blanking out and she didnt even know ohmy... Hahahaaa, had dinner together and went back to Kovan with Qianyu cuz she wanted to get some stuff for Thanks giving. Reached home at about 9 and i know my mom's kinda mad -_- Ah i dont care.

Meeting up with Ridley and Qianyu made me thought of Ben yeo. God..... I think i havent seen him in like almost 3 years no joke T_T I dont care la. You got girlfriend or not still need to find a day and go out with me la. Hehhhhhh :P

I'll be spending da New year's weekend in Genting. Sigh.... It'd be way better if some of my friends went along with me.... AAARGGGGGGHH THIS IS ONE OF MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION: TO BE ABLE TO GET OUT OF SINGAPORE WITH MY FRIENDS SUCCESSFULLY.



Smile

Wassssupppppp!~~~ You know what? I had a terrible nightmare. I think i was acting in my dream, was i?! Ohmygod, because i dreamt that my father was trying to literally murder me. My mom had to like hide me under the river bridge thingy so that my dad would not find me. BUT HE STILL DID. & he kinda threaten my mom that if she still wanna protect me, he'll kill both of us. & so i told my 'dad' that he just kill me if he wants LMFAO. THE PARENTS IN MY NIGHTMARE ISNT MY PARENTS AT ALL. Who the hell are they. I dont wanna know how i die so i just forced myself to wake up. It was freaking 9plus in the morning. & i slept like 3plus that night. God damn tired. I tweeted about it cuz i thought i wouldnt fall back to sleep, BUT I DID. & i woke up at 1pm. I thought i had an inception because i thought i didnt wake up and tweet. I was supposed to meet Geraldine at 2pm and i went like 'SHITTTTT' when i saw her message on my phone.

Quickly bathed and everything and went to meet her. Went to Bugis to shop. Initially we thought we wouldnt be able to buy anything because there wasnt much to see on level 2 and 3. Then a bag shop caught Geraldine's attention. 2 for $25. What a buy!!! Cuz the bags there were really cutesy~ So we bought! Then we walked past an iphone cover shop and they were selling some of the iphone covers at 2 for $10! I bought! :D Then we continued walking and bought platform sandals/shoes(IDK) at $10! Ohmy~ I felt happy man! Since we were like satisfied, we decided to head back to AMK to play  pool.

The last time i played pool was at Ridley's house.... That was like how long ago.... & i didnt even really played... Just anyhow shoot and the balls just keep jumping around tsktsktsk. We played for like 1hour plus. K i improved even though i'm still as shitty. Ate dinner at Mos Burger~ Deliciouuuuuuus~ Supposed to wait for Sasha but she took too long and Geraldine was getting hungry! So we ended up eating first. When we were done she still havent arrived. So this is how this photo came about.. LOL

So then Sasha finally came and we kinda talked about. Yes i couldnt catch up with whatever they were talkin about seriously.. Kkk it was like 8plus already so we decided to go home. Hehhhh~ Reached home at aboout 9plus.

So today was actually kinda fruitful. Happy girl. Hopefully i won't get bored tomorrow. GOODBYE~

Deep in my heart,

Hiiiiiii. So i went out with Fion yesterday(26th Dec). Hmmmm bought a pullover from f21 and 2 crops from Far east. There was nothing to do at town really.. I think it has become one of da most boring places because i've been there too many times... Plus Singapore's so small, singaporeans got no choice but to go there sometimes -_- Didnt catch up that much because i was probably too tired to even talk. That night(25th Dec) i slept at like what?! 5plus in da morning???? God something's so screwed in my body clock man, no joke. She's so sweet though, she made a christmas card for me ToT

I don't think i've done a post on my Christmas day. Cuz it wasn't Christmas to me at all, seriously. 1st i've got no presents. Why did my parents have to keep asking how many presents i received?! Make me feel so despondent.. I've only got Jai's card to stare at that day, seriously. 2ndly, i spent half of my christmas day sleeping, the other quarter half watching Khuntoria, and the other quarter half eating chicken rice @ Thomson. 3rdly, someone attempted to make me jealous by telling me what freaking 18 year old girl at his church has been like flirting with him. Oh my god that trick is so old school. Plus! why would i get jealous???? Can't find any reason to be really. Lastly! I slept at 5am. I don't know if i'm too innocent or what. When i hear 'news' or 'gossip' that is supposedly overly shocking, i get like long shock periods but people dont, and that makes me wonder which generation am i stuck at man... -_- Well, texted Geraldine that whole night. Hence i slept at 5am. Our longest chat sessions. Felt good. It's been so long since i've talked to anyone like this honestly.  

Well well well. I only know Christmas this year is just another dayto me and i've recieve 2 sincere presents. 1 from Jai and the other from Fion ha.... I feel really very bad for not doing anything but Fion, if you're reading this post, there's a dedication below.

Hey Fion,

Merry Christmas!!~ I know we hardly ever meet because of our schedules and stuff like that. But seriously you're the only friend that i've known for more than a decade and is still closely contacted with. All those childhood memories spent at your house... Everytime after childcare when my parents aren't free to fetch me home, i'll always be left at your house and we'll play till the sky becomes dark. (Wow thinking back we really have alot of energy huh HAHA.) I always had to cry when i leave your house. Always had to compare our hair length after swimming lessons. Always thinking that i should eat less when i'm at your house since you ate so little. Always trying to become you because my mom always compared you and me and you were always better than me. (you still are better than me LOL!!!) Even though we dont go to the same Primary School, don't mix with the same people, don't go to the same Secondary School, i'm really thankful to know you my entire life. Our memory timeline is like soooooooo long. & i think in this generation, it's one of the rarest thing man. I still have photos of you at my 3 or 4 years old 'birthday party'. Aww so cute HAHA. Hopefully we'll still stay in contact till we have our own families ok. MAKE SURE TO INVITE ME TO YOUR WEDDING OR ELSEEEE!!!!!~~~  

Love,
Me :)

Wordy

Bored on Christmas? Exciting much?

My looks, is just.......... -_- incomparable to ANYONE.. Like wth. I've been thinking about the comment one of the aunty made last night during the gathering i had at my home. "So pretty so pretty already. Getting so pretty." Oh my god. What the hell is their definition of pretty????? I seriously don't get it. I take many selcas. I stare at them and i'm like, "...... how the hell is this pretty." Sigh. I have to like seriously look at the photos for a long time and then convince myself that they are ok-looking and then post it up on da internet.

& then i think about the video made by Timothy. Click here to watch it. He says we girls always wanna test guys, wanna play games, always say things that we actually dont mean. WELL. Do you know why we girls always wanna test? Cuz you guys usually dont make the girls feel secure with what you guys say with your mouths. Yes you guys can say we think too much but i think the girls think alot because we care right? Ok lol seriously the thought process is just a girl thang. We can't change and i don't know what's 'think alot'. WE JUST THINK.

K my day was pretty much just boring la. When i woke up it was already nearing 1pm. Replayed Nu ABO da whole day. Then in a blink of an eye, it was already 5pm in da evening. Went out to have dinner at Thomson and headed back home. WOW it was almost 8pm when we reached home. God and now it's 10pm. Seriously time's passin too fast and it's freakin da shit outta me. The world's probably really ending. Ha so in the end, i've got no prince charming. Hahahaha. K that doesnt make any sense.

I'm gonna meet my long-time-no-see childhood friend, Fion tomorrow~ Hohoho it's been so long.. Like probably 11months? I really have no idea what we're gonna do tomorrow but yeah...

Goodbye  

Merry Christmas~

메리크리스마스 여러분~~~

Well.............................. I don't have any words actually. Christmas has always been da same since i was born.. I think the only time i'm gonna say 'Christmas is memorable' will be the day when my future boyfriend/husband gives me a surprise on Christmas Day. lol or maybe do something different on christmas. So yeah i wish all da couples and families and friends out there to have  Joyful Merry Christmas :)

I'm not ready.

So today was a day filled with bodyaches, wet butts, blistered toes... LOL Went to iceskate with da ladies just now. Actually i could ice skate better than last year. & i know why i cant iceskate... I dont know why but only one of my leg seems to be moving. LOL the other leg will just follow thru and i look like i was boarding. Hm k well that went not that bad i guess. Fell down a couple of times not cuz i lost balance but cuz my legs were too tired and lazy to move. PLUS, the floor was cold.. Felt so good to fall actually... & I ate 2 meals today!!! (gosh fats...) Porridge for brunch and KFC for dinner. Totally..... fat.

You know what. I can never look pretty. My face, is not symmetrical at all. My eyes is one big, one small lol. & of course my eyes initially ARE small. -_- So disgusting... I'm so disgusted by myself really. Such imperfections.... In the Singapore-book-of-pretty-girls, i cant even be at the last place man. So out of place. I cant do makeup. I cant wear dresses and skirts everyday. I cant act weak like how all guys like girls to be. I dont have soft flawless skin. I cant act girly and just dont behave like a girl at all omg. It's like a from young thing you know.

Sigh sorry i dont know why i'm in this state again. Shall stop here.

My heart can't decide.

Whats up yo~ I'm currently lying on my comfy bed and chatting with darling.

So i was abruptly awakened by my maid this very supposedly beautiful morning, telling me that my mom changed my doctor appointment to morning. She told me that my appointment was supposed to be on da 21st instead of 22nd. Bla bla bla you know.... Whoever who wakes me up early in da morning and rushes me to do something.... I get real mad.

We headed to Tan Tock Seng Hosp, and waited there for more than an hour. When it was finally my turn, the doctor asked if i had this that this that this that bla bla bla. I just told her i had no appetite to eat. C'mon no joke. Ever since taking the medication, i've been eating major irregular meals. I can skip breakfast, skip lunch, have some tidbits for tea break, and skip dinner. Or just have like one meal a day. For ME, its waaaaay abnormal. No matter how much i try to skip meal, it doesnt work. Like i can just skip breakfast, but lunch and dinner? No waaaaaay....

Hence the doctor told me that i should take a blood test to make sure that its not because of the medicine that i'm taking thats giving me a bad appetite. I swear i squeaked in my heart..... LOL bloood.... test....???? Veeeeeiinnnnns..... So scary to even think of it hahaha. But well, it wasnt pain at ALLLLL. I was just shocked by the amount of blood that was taken out of me and i didnt even feel anything.

Took my medicine and went home. I was so sad cuz i thought it'd be another stay home day... Supposed to meet Geraldine.. But i couldnt think of where to go and decided not to go out cuz it was almost 2 and she told me she had to be home by 5.30 or something like that. So no point. Then Jai replied me after so long. Ahhhhh after all those talks i just decided to go East coast park and cycle my sadness away.

I was praying that it wouldnt rain. Yes it didnt. The wind there felt so good. Totally loved it. Hafway through, i accidentally hit Jai's bike and fell. Wow i thought it was nothing. Like seriously who never falls la??? -_- The moment i stood up, i couldnt see anything man. Felt like i had totally no blood circulating around me at all omg. Almost fainted.. Then suddenly I COULDNT HEAR JAI PROPERLY WHAT THE HELL. Don't know what's wrong with me. But then i remembered i didnt had a proper meal -_-.... No wonder... So we went to a corner to rest. We disgustingly stepped through the wet, long, grass and i'm like omg. Our shoes were all wet, muddy, smelly, ewww!!! So we went to the sea and washed it. While waiting for it to dry, we played with the cam and talked and yay i felt happy.

Actually, something went into my eye... That's why that expression. But didnt turn out that bad LOL

Went to Parkway Parade and had our dinner at like 7.45 or something? Hehe pastamania~~~! Delicious~ Wished i had another plate though~ Went home after that.

To sum my day up, it wasnt so bad afterall..~ I'm sure tomorrow will be better! Hehe ok hopefully~

Invisible

Hey there.... Like i said in da previous post... Another day at home.. Well, but i did went Kovan to get 2 sushis and some 현중 photos to make myself feel happier..~ Heh i think he's really beautiful.

It's almost 8bucks... Expensive but, it's his face :')

I kinda 'toured' the whole estate that i live in just cuz i wanted to walk instead of staying home and stare at my computer haha. So i also finished the whole 용서 WGM~ Awwww separation is da hardest thing for me.. If i was Seohyun, i would've cried on da spot man.

After that, i decided to take afew selcas to post on facebook cuz..... sigh there's really nothing to do at home :(

Hmmm yeah so christmas is coming... Actually i've got a present for someone. Well, got it like months back actually. Don't think i'll give that person anyway. Haha i'm pretty sure i wont recieve any present too. & i think it's kinda bias to only get 1 present -_- So, i'll just keep it for myself. What am i man!? Christmas is a season of giving shanette.... I'm sorry i dont want to be bias T_T Anyway it's typical of me... Hahaha i always get present but i never give it. Why am i so weird eh? Hah. 

Mind games aren't for me.

Snow Mountains~

Heya wassup babies~ Ha actually i dont feel good the entire day ha. Why would someone start a conversation with you, and then decide to suddenly stop talking? That's so odd. &, why dont that person start a conversation with a simple 'hello' or 'how are you'? Instead he starts it like this: 'eh -whatever he wants to ask-' Ooooook, i shall just follow suit. But suddenly not replying? Not acceptable.

When someone says that person has been yearning to see you, doesnt it mean that that person actually has some plans in da head already? WAIT how would i even know that you want to see me when you stay mute?! You think ima mind reader?! Gosh.. How can you just say something like, 'how can you not know.' or 'still acting blur?' WUT!!! I dont read minds, i dont play mind games, i dont read between sentences. & thats the reason why i fail Source-Based questions for humanities. SO REMEMBER THAT. (well. its not like you know this blog ha-ha-ha.) When i say i dont get it, i really mean it -_-.

K enough of the rant. So basically the same people came to my house today. Well.... Liqian was reading her 'book' da whole day, Jai and Yvonne was spazzing so damn much over many things, while i just stare at my computer screen, waiting for some irritating person to talk but simply doesnt for god knows what reason. God damn boring day.... Can't believe it'd be the same for tomorrow. Well, i was INITIALLY going out. All that freaking person's fault. Damnit so pissed. Ah-ni-thingggggggg. Stay home and home it shall be.

When you're with the right people, anything's fun~

Wow it look as if there's a snow-storm~ :P

HEY YO WASSUP!!! It was a pretty pleasant day today~ Went to k-box with Liqian, Jai and Yvonne~ Hahahaha didnt expect it to be so fun~ Well k i was obviously screaming my lungs out. For the first time in my life, i didnt give a shit about how i sounded. I probably sound like i was whining or contributing to noise pollution. Hahaha seriously~ Another thing that made me burst into laughter is that both me and Jai wore the same hoodie!!!! Hahaha actually i told her beforehand what i'd wear the next day. However... I didnt expect the weather to be so cold... So i decided to switch to a hoodie. Oh my totally hilarious~ We even sat the same bus towards AMK~~~ Wow we really got some fate yo~

Awesome day with awesome people equals awesome pictures~

We then headed to Sengkang cuz Jai wanted to go to the library to borrow some books~ Heh i had nothing to do... So i ended up taking a photo with these 2 cute 'lil' fake rabbits. Hahahah credits to Yvonne.

Gosh its sooooo not little~ It's taller than me!!! :P

Headed to Rivervale mall after that. Went Daiso and became crazy ladies~ Hehehehe i love Daiso!! Reached home at 9~ I survived my phone with only 1%!!!~ What a miracle... Yay i really had a fun day. Thanks darlings, really big hug to all of ya!!! ♥

也许在另一个平行时空里，我们是在一起的

Looking at me, you can obviously tell how strong the wind was!

Hi guyz. I feel so automatic nowadays, like someone set some robotic stuff in me. My mood swings to easily at night. I can be so happy, so cheerful in the afternoon. Once the night arrives, i become so lonely, so depressed, so sad.

Why isnt the person i wish was here, here?

 So I met up with Jai again today. Our point was to search for jobs. I guess we were too timid to ask or our expectations were too high. K i mean IIIII am too timid. Mission failed. So we headed to my house and went online to search for jobs. TO. NO. AVAIL.... until i saw this f&b job that was at changi. However, the information they provided was too little... Decided to call em up. Initially had a interview tomorrow. But Jai checked up the restaurant and realised it was halal so obviously i wouldnt want the job. So till now, i'm still jobless. Ha-ha-ha. I think i should just stay jobless la. I mean what am i expecting? Office job? Money drop from the sky? I dont know.

I feel so distant from my parents these days. I hate myself for being so bad at showing emotions. Not only to my family; to my friends, the people i love too. Why? I don't know.......!!!! T_T

 

ShanDanah Day

HELLO~ So spent my day with Jai today. Actually it was a really typical day la. But spending a typical day alone and with companion is 2 different things kay~ :P We ate, walked around Nex, and headed back home. Was drenched because of the rain. Before she left, we kinda became crazy and took afew photo shots~

 THE 'GLAM' ONES

AND HERE COMES THE UNGLAM ONES~

Heheheh, i'm still thinking if i should get that expensive-so-not-worth bf blouse from Cotton On. I've really been looking for something so thin and comfy and nice looking for so long T_T but it's 30bucks... Gosh... & i wanna work there!!! Cuz i've been influenced by Geraldine~ I realised there's an outlet at Nex just today. K actually, i meant i just remembered... My memory's been failing me recently really.. Wow if i work there, i can just wake up like 30minutes before work time~ HAHA coolshit! :p i'm gonna go ask! hohoho~

Living in Self-Denial

Wassup everyone. I've gotten my 2days pay. 110bucks. Ha actually i kinda think i should've stayed till today but, the thought of that stinky place makes me really scared, no joke.

So i woke up at 1pm today. Watched Flower Boy Ramyun Shop. Sometimes i really wished i could be a lead role of some love drama. I've been thinking too much about love today, hahaha. I think many of my friends claim that they're in love, but do they really know what's love? Lol, I really dont know what's love. How does it feel like to be in love? How does it feel like to be loved? After a day's thought, I think i'm a coward when it comes to such things. I don't want to give it a try, don't want to face up to my feelings, don't want to accept anyone's feeling. Living in self-denial. Thinking that i'll never fall in love, no one will ever like me, i'll die an old virgin.

Someone told me, when you like someone, you'll constantly think about that certain someone. Well....... I think about many people in a day. When i chat up with someone for awhile, i'll think of that someone. Does THAT mean i'm in love? I don't think so yeah? I'm really curious to how real love is.

Someone's been missing in action today. Don't know what happen to that person. Feels kinda funny because of your absence.

Push and Pull

I've decided to do this. Since i'm not gonna blog about Japan, i'll post 1 picture on every post till i run out of photos to post. Well, hehehehe i'm not gonna post the full album though~

So today was the 2nd and last day of work HAHAHA. K i seriously couldnt take it anymore. But i gotta say today was way more productive than yesterday. & there were entertaining customers too. I served mostly foreigners man~ Koreans, Japanese, Caucasians~ hehehe i love foreigners. -spams hearts- Talked to D the whole day again. At first it was hilarious. I shall reveal part of our conversation.

D: It's my turn to feel bored :(

Me: I'm bored too la, i'm about to die plz.

D: omg? IF you die then who's gonna talk to me? :(

Me: if i die you also die la. (there was this fb status thing, asking me to randomly press a letter and a name would come up. his name came out for "The person that'd die with you")

D: Oh ya hor :O Forgot about that. Then do we stay in the same house when we die? Cause I don't think we got $$ to buy house individually eh :p

Me: hahaha!!! seriously D seriously. you sleep outside I sleep inside ^^
D: WTF! YOU THINK I YOUR DOG AH?! WAIT I THINK I WORSE THAN THAT! WEI!
Me: WHAT HAHAHA.
D: your dog still get to sleep with you right? :( Walau. at least let me sleep inside the house la :(

Me: haahhaah you wanna be my dog right HAHAHA. ya la ya la

D: WEISH! NO! I WANT TO BE YOUR D. Okay.. sounds weird

I TOTALLY BURST OUT LAUGHING AT MY PHONE. What a freaking joke. This freaking idiot love beating around the bush LOL. There was alot more, talked alot but he ended up being a childish bish so i decided to stop talking to him. If we ever have h2h anytime soon i'll definitely tell him all his irritating childishness that i hate about him hmph idc. Kinda talked to Jaijai too -spams even more hearts- I love how she always remind me to eat medicine really. The thoughtfulness, the concern she give. Awwwww. I told her that if she was a guy i'd totally woo her. Girl woo guy~ Awesome right~

Yeah so thats all for today. What else? Nothing..... I'm just gonna stay home tomorrow. Wanted to go out with somebody but decided not to.. Heh cuz there's nothing to do in malls these days please.

1st day at work

Initially, i didnt want to post because i still owe this blog a "Japan" post. But damn japan wasnt even as fun as i thought it would be. Like i said, it was a disappointment. & that post kept bugging me thats why i couldnt blog at all. Now i dont give a damn because i needa post about my bloody first day at work.

Let me make things clearly. 

1. I DID NOT WANT TO BE A FUCKING SALES PROMOTER.
2. I DID NOT CHOOSE TO BE A FUCKING SALES PROMOTOER.

So it was just a particular day, i decided to get a job but i didnt know where to start. So i texted my mom. I asked her what kind of jobs should i get. She said preferbly an office job. Well trudat what else can i do besides sitting infront of a computer huh? I thought she had connections. But noooo. I forgot she isnt very sociable. So she asked my dad. My dad told me to work at uncle david's place (i seriously forgot what his job was.) Obviously i was elated right? Because there were 2 vacancies. One for me and the other, for liqian. So i didnt know what i was working as. Bla bla bla 2-3weeks of dragging, i finally got the job. A fucking sales promoter. What the fuck? Tell me not to be pissed and i'll just probably take a fruit knife and attempt to slit your mouth.

NEVERMIND.

Sales promoter then be it. Uncle david said Dino was working. Dino is uncle david's son, a guy 2 years younger than me. So i said yes. At least someone ~around~ my age is there right? NO he wasnt there. He told me to choose between 2 outlets; Ponggol and Clementi. I live at Serangoon. So a lady with the right mind would obviously choose Ponggol. I did, but he still told me to go Clementi, because he said his wife and son would be there. When i went there today, THERE WAS NO FAMILIAR FACES OK. Sigh i was like, why was i looking forward to it....

Standing for barely 2hours, my leg was aching. I couldnt say a thing. I hate it when people say i "qian jing xiao jie". It just means you're a bimbo in a better chinese term. I was of no help. I didnt know anything in the show. I dont even know if they sold 12 year olds briefs -.- wtf. What could i do there?!?!?!?! STAND. STAND. AND STAND EVEN MORE. and hear those old bitches complaining their lives away.

Ok my point of this post: I DONT WANNA DO NOTHING. I DONT WANNA STAND.

I was so bored to a point where i nearly flipped the whole tray of clothes so that i could fold them to kill time. Walao fuck la. I dont mind sweeping and mopping the floors, buying lunch and dinner back for the people, sticking pricetags on the items etc. Please just let me do something la. I just cant stand around and do fucking nothing la.

Even when i stay at home i do something la please. What's the fucking difference between jail and that irritating place man?! OH WAIT THERE'S A DIFF. PRISONERS GET TO SIT DOWN. I dont fucking get to sit down. There's no customers and i still have to stand. What the fuck. Am i supposed to entertain the ghosts floating around the atmosphere?! There is not even ONEEEEEE bloody chair in that whole bloody shop. Daebak.

K fine i'm done ranting.

Now for the good part.

There were alot of Caucasians and Koreans there. Awwww what a beautiful sight, heh. & Jai came to see me.... So touched really T_T C'mon she lived at freaking ANG MO KIO and she came all the way down JUST TO HAVE DINNER WITH ME. How sweet is that?! Oh my~~~~ Undescribable feeling man i feel so good HAHAHAH. AND Delin and his weird facebook status chat. Well it was entertaining though. Without that i'd really be bored to death.... TT_TT...

RANDOM

Hello people. I'm back from my Hokkaido trip. It wasnt very interesting really. Kinda disappointing i can say. I'll post a more picture-ish and detailed post when i can find my stupid USB cable again LOL. For now, i just wanna update this blog. So, i took this from Geraldine's blog. She's been doing this thingy. I'll change it though. Instead of doing 1 for each day. I'LL DO EVERYTHING! I know no one reads my blog. Or should i say, really lil readers. So~ Since i'm bored....... why not right? Haha.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Day one: 10 things you want to say to 10 different people right now.
1. Jazreel: I miss you T_T
2. Fion lee: When will we meet up again, dear childhood friend???
3. Jonas: cuz my japan trip had someone who was so similar to you, i kept thinking bout you! hahaha.
4. Brice: Can't wait for our dance battle yo.
5. Liqian: We need dance marathons!!
6. Charlotte: No more genting trip hor? T_T
7. Jai: Why you no miss me!! T_T
8. Dennis yeo: I think you came into my dreams again!!!! Ohmy
9. Clarissa: I wished we could go dance together every week like how we used to and laugh our lungs out at the stupidest things T_T...
10. Delin: Must know how to differentiate reality and dreams ah, mr idiot~

Day 2: 9 things about yourself.
1. My self esteem is very low.
2. Its very hard for me to entirely trust someone.
3. I may be very concerned but i will never show it out.
4. I may be very hurt at some words others say to me but you'll never know.
5. I get angry very easily.
6. I love bear hugs.
7. I hate noise.
8. I hate temperatures about 26degrees celsius.
9. I suck at studying.

Day 3: 8 ways to win your heart.
1. Surprise me once in awhile.
2. Prepare outings without me saying anything.
3. Able to express emotions better in real life than texting.
4. Able to protect me.
5. Wont get angry with me over minor matters.
6. Treats family well.
7. Able to prove that he loves me for who i am.
8. Able to proudly say that i'm his girlfriend infront of his friends.

Day 4: 7 things that crossed your mind alot.
1. Why am i getting fatter and rounder everyday...
2. Why isnt my face flawless...
3. Why nobody likes to talk to me..
4. Why dont i have any close cousins...
5. Why dont i have just 1 friend that i can tell ANYTHING to...
6. Why dont i have any talent...
7. Why is this world so fugly...

Day 5: 6 things you wished you'd never done.
1. had my 1st "boyfriend".
2. mixed with some of the "friends" i had in Sec1.
3. say hurtful things without thinking.
4. try to change someone knowing that person can never be changed.
5. believed in happy endings
6. take some people's words into heart.

Day 6: 5 people who mean alot (in no order or whatsoever)
1. Clique
2. Jonas
3. Jazreel
4. Clarissa
5. Family

Day 7: 4 turn offs.
1. People who smoke
2. Ugly tattoos
3. Act gangster
4. No fashion taste

Day 8: 3 turn ons.
1. Beautiful smile
2. 180cm >
3. Decent looking

Day 9: 2 smileys that describe your life right now.
1. ಥ_ಥ
2. q(;^;)p

Day 10: 1 confession.
1. I liked someone whom i've never communicated before for 1yr9months.